I have Dave on my arm now, I have a great memorial banner (3 rows) and his portrait on my left arm. The coroner's office re-opened his case and has determined that his death was an accident, the cause, accidental manual strangulation as a result of auto-erotic asphixiation. So now I don't like I am so much the blame, although I still feel like he would be alive, maybe, I just don't know. So here here I wait, I'll just stay until my Maker calls me home, home to Dave and a love and life together that will last forever. I know he waits for me. And his memorial website is up, its just one page for now, but when this semester ends for me, I'll put a lot more time into it. I hope to hear from his family, so they can add their words and images to the site.