When two people are in love with each other and with the spoon, nothing comes out right.
Not a day goes by that I don't long for this life to end so that I can rejoin my love, where ever he is.
Dave Draiman (my Dave is David Alan Jaeger) says it all with Inside the Fire. I will go where ever he is,
the sooner the better. But I can't just kill myself, God has seen fit to give me a child that ties me to this world.
A child that tests my patience, my sanity (what little there is) and ability to contain the anger and violence inside me
on a daily basis. Like Scott Weiland says, "The roller coaster ride's a lonely one" Music keeps me sane, that and 40mg of Percocet a day. I am blessed with a compressed disc in my spine, which I treasure. Dirt, yes, that's a great song, Layne had such a way with words, he is fortunate, he has already rejoined his love. Soon, please, let it be soon.